Only if!

Only if you were here with me, 

All the stresses and worries would flee. 

Only if you were here to hear me out, 

I never had to scream or shout. 

Only if you were here to hold my hands, 

I would have never fallen for false friends. 

Only if you were here as my spark, 

I wouldn’t have as much loved the dark.

Only if you were here to know how I felt, 

In your secure embrace I would have melt. 

Only if you were here, as my star, 

No medication was needed to heal my scar.

Only if you were here to share my pain,

I would not have cried in every rain.

Only if you were here, soft and little rude,

I would have lived my childhood. 

Only if you weren’t taken away by God, 

I would have had strongest shield and sword.

It would have been a dream life, no doubts rather,

Only if you were with me, dear grandfather. 

I miss you every time my heart beats, and every time I breath. I miss the part of me that went away with you. You must know, that you are the only person I love. I belong to you. And I wish we could meet soon! Here or there! Because this beautiful place seems a desert without you. See you, my soul love. ❤️